Friend-shit

The song from the radio reminds me on someone, something, sometime and somehow. It’s a sad case as we were happy together before the incident separated us apart.

We were never being together so close before, although some of us knew each other well long time ago. However, the happiness didn’t go so far. It ended in the last year that I even couldn’t stop it.

Look at the photo we had taken last year, during the Chinese New Year. We laughed and smiled happily in the photo, but now that’s the worst memory ever cause it reminds me that we were together. Yes, we were together, but not we’re together.

We were willing to scarify our time and effort on every one of us to celebrate birthday. We did so many things together, even spent money to buy fireworks, and yet, the story still ended without happy ever after.

He called me last night, talking about this. I found that he and I felt disappointed on all the things happened on us. He used to be our best friend, a friend that willing to do anything for us without any complaint even sometime he had to spend most of his pocket money to do all these. I know, he may irritate all of us by showing bad mood to us, but this doesn’t change the fact that he cares his friends, no matter good friends or normal friends.

We never think of that. We get used to it, never try to appreciate others’ efforts. Maybe we were willing to do these at first, but when we are in quarrel, we will feel that they should appreciate what we did for them by apologize. We never show our love to friends well, causing all the unhappy incidents continue to break our heart.

She cared all of us before, even our relationship. Sometimes, she tried her best to restore others’ relationship, keep harmony in our class. I have to admit that I felt blur between younger her and her. I couldn’t understand her although I knew her since we were 5 years old. Never have a good talk in 5 years of secondary school life, both of us changed a lot.

Misunderstood can be occurred if we always think that we understand each other well. Sometimes a person could be good friend, but he’ll not be a good boyfriend and vice versa. Not everyone can handle friendship and relationship well. We are selfish, maybe just seldom to show it. We always thought the goods never be a selfish person, felt betrayed when they do so.

She looked still good after the incident happened, or that’s what she wants to show to us. It’s still hard for me to accept the fact that she involved in the incident too. She treated us so well that showed no bad temper, although we always made fun of her.

We were a group of youths with different minds and characteristics, but still can be good friends before. Why don’t we admit our mistake, appreciate others’ efforts and willing to accept each other again?

When friendship turns to friend-shit…

*Sorry for all the grammatical mistakes in the blogpost, maybe you couldn’t finish reading it as it’s so boring, but I felt much better after writing this blogpost.

Written by Lz at 2014-02-02 19:10